Ye Danyang story

Ye Danyang, in April 2002 of breast cancer, with a quarter of the breast. And all the patients with breast cancer, in Curan, experienced a life and death, has experienced pain, experienced the fate of a woman Amy challenges. And different from the other patients, as a documentary director, she used the camera records their own this experience, were named to the film "the story of the breast."


Danyang of the interview, she had read some of the things on the Internet, filled with the truth in between the lines. Beijing TV in the coffee room, reporters saw the Zizirunrun of Danyang, Guangxianjiangli, how she also can not think of the immediate and "cancer" What is the relationship.

The lens at its own


"2001's October Breast a problem, Zuoru lateral Guchu suddenly a big lump, doctors saw, that no event is the proliferation of very busy, eventful home, ignoring their own." This is the condition of Danyang in the first of their memory. She do not know, no one told her this may lead to cancerous lump. And so six months later to the hospital for an examination, the doctor told she must immediately surgery. The future of the Danyang do a deep self-examination: If it is not their own ignorance, the pain should be avoided.

China today: Why should we shoot, "the story of the breast"


Ye Danyang: My this is an unusual disease caused by the proliferation of breast, because of ignorance, even conservative, male doctors feel sorry for the breast lumps, and do not like to look surgery, the end result in cancer. I do a media people are not aware of the harm its women, not to mention other people.


Cancer is not intimidated by me, and I fear the loss of the breast is not the United States. A woman without a breast, you may not be the men do not love you, but you will not love myself. So you will have lost self-esteem and self-confidence, will lose enthusiasm for life. Rentongcixin, so I think for my homosexual friends do one thing and tell more people that breast cancer is avoidable. I think the media people to do is to their feelings, their own by telling others what to see. As a director, of course first of all think of using the documentary form. This idea is in operation the day after.


China today: how to make their own mind


Ye Danyang: sick, I have to find a lot of patients, and people have been communication, and later I discovered that no one is willing to be shot. Haorong Yi selected a 25-year-old girl, she had just come back abroad, the hospital when the cancer has spread. I was looking on a young woman, is needed to increase the impact would be more aroused the concern of all: This is not just older people will have the disease. I have made a number of lenses, but her family firmly opposed, how are not linked, only to give up. Later, I think, if I were her, I do not shoot, you have already had cancer, already need to be adjusted to deal with the mentality of the disease, this time a camera in front of you to Huang Huang-to, to you the pain made public, in the How much to the psychological capacity to bear.


To tell the truth, I understand them too, is normal, because we are suffering from breast diseases, the disease is a woman, who would not willing to show their suffering to others. Say nothing of their own, it is estimated that his family and friends are reluctant to do this. For example, I, in fact, my husband really did not want to let me do this, including my colleagues. At that time, I think, If you can not find a suitable subject, then I am the only themselves.


China today: the first shot in what is the time


Ye Danyang: in 14 days after surgery rewirable the time. I think that other people can not get such a lens, let my colleagues to shoot. Later, my colleagues in a television interview talking about her feelings: "In fact, I do not know how to leaf Danyang their own, I did not want to let her face as a state of others."


Later this lens does not appear in the film, this is normal. China is the majority of the women did not have the courage, including me. I Buzai Yi my body how important, but the community of public opinion is very important, I am just an ordinary person, I will be offset by Pata I do the intention of this matter. In fact, I was a very conservative person, with male colleagues suffer in the near point that not all natural. I am such a person, let me make it quite impossible step. I do this thing itself is done to prevent breast cancer in the publicity, if not the camera that I can achieve the same purpose, why did I use it.



We may think that I am at the lens of their own at this particular time is the location is wrong, perhaps the next day there is a genuine need, I also now want a family, I would use this camera, but can not. I feel that I do not have a particular kind of dedicated people. Breast cancer the disease brought the disease itself is not only the pain, there is a women's frustration, hopelessness, self-abased, many of the details is actually very cruel.


Of course, other scenes we have seen, such as shaved first class, I do not Tiliaoguangtou the beautiful, not beautiful it is not pretty, no.


And the eight-year-old son about life and death


Ye Danyang said the ideal of one of his childhood was "a good mother", the son of her achievements. When the doctor told her suffering from breast cancer, may only live 10 years, of Danyang in mind to do the arithmetic of that: eight-year-old son, plus 10, 18-year-old, 18-year-old son of the University of graduating from high school examination, she Click on the mind at ease.


China today: sick after the most painful thing is what


Ye Danyang: how to get his son in one day suddenly lost her mother when to frankly face. Childhood I have deeply felt the loss of a father's pain and no young father of inferiority, I do not want to let my son make the same mistakes again.


But how can we let an eight-year-old child in the death of awareness and understanding without being hurt » No one can teach me, can only rely on their own.


I think We both countries lack death education, in fact, this is a very important lesson. I note that the people around me, even live to 80 years old, referred to as "death", is still fear. After the illness I would like to, if one day, I have matured to the strength to do such things, I wanted to open a topic on the life of the columns. I think that a person's maturity, the maturity of a society, including the contents inside it should have the right to face death. If everyone can correctly face death, his life would be no obstacle. But no one in this matter, we all avoided, because this matter has too heavy.


In fact, I do not know the young son of talk about the consequences of what is life and death, although I have the goodwill of his mind. Sometimes I think that in itself a risky thing to do. Until one day in my "readers" read an article truly affirmed by their own. Article I can recommend is the husband, whose name is "in your life every day." The author is on the last century occurred in the 1970s the story of a breast cancer patient, the patient is the author's wife Qiong.


King after the encounter with cancer in my common problems, so that is how the children accept her mother's death. A cancer when her daughter was 10 years old, she pulled her daughter walk in the forest, told her daughter, one of the flowers wither, it will certainly return to a new place - it is really a moving and very people the U.S. Very good analogy, but the 10-year-old daughter do not know how to listen to her mother's words, when the King in less than a year's time to leave this world when the youngest daughter still do not understand what has happened in the end, she was angry adults did not tell her the truth So that she has not psychologically prepared. This has become all the regret and author of the most regrettable thing.


China today: to understand the stresses son?
Ye Danyang: done surgery the next day, the son of the pale Xiaolian come in, not out on my bed Hang on, touched my forehead, she said her mother you it » I told him that his son, if one day my mother died, you must not upset when his mother died can be a comfortable. Then her mother to death uncomfortable, you do not have the sad. Enliaoyisheng son, a eight-year-old child, he can not understand death » I say this not too cruel » I do not know.


Later, I had to do one thing, in fact Tingnan, I do not want to let him think that death is a very terrible things. For example, a person watching television, occasionally see a man had been Taizou the lens, I will be with their father and son said that if I die when you are 10 million Biehuang Taizou me, let me with you To be a while. I can not speak with you, but I can hear you speak, you have to me that while many said it. Son, his mother said I do not know a time that should tell you what, I said that you gave me to sing. What song to sing ah » All you have to sing the mother Aiting. Said his son would visit, saying this time the 10-year-old son has been very easy. I clearly see the death of darkness in this Yishun disappear, it becomes poetry, warmth, the continuation of the Health and sublimation of the glorious……


Sometimes I really great anxiety


Interview of the Danyang, as usual not prepared to outline an interview. Is to listen to her tell, would like to know her feelings. After seeing the disease because of the Danyang, mostly through the media choices, "sublimation", in fact true of the Danyang more lovable.


China today: I have taken note of your three plans: to build a public site in patients with breast cancer, breast cancer patients to write an oral record of the book, a film reflects the state of breast cancer patients survive 10-documentary. We will now proceed in what »


Ye Danyang: Paipian Zi from the disease, I find myself start to do a work: the prevention of breast cancer advocacy. I have targeted the media to "speak for breast cancer patients." I believed this person a little life, I think Zuozhe Shi is the fate of the arrangement: God to see the sufferings of breast cancer because too many people, this is the pain could have been avoided, in the election of a person tell you, just let Ye Danyang in this disease, she experienced all the pain, then she will turn this message to the people.


To the health of women know how to cherish their own breasts, loss of a breast of a woman retrieve a woman's self-confidence. I do this is the goal of the matter. I not only to reflect the breast cancer patients how to overcome the disease, but would like to record a person, a life and death and, of a dying person to survive, and to reflect on a living person, how better to be alive.


I prepared a book next year, "March 8" Women's Day before publication, has signed an agreement with the publisher. The other two still in the state of disorder. In particular, documentaries, 50 million in funding support, also failed to implement down.


To tell the truth, these things really so hard to do, time, energy, funding, including some people you do things the suspected motive…… sometimes I really great anxiety. So this matter is purely my personal conduct, I have my own job, not to say this is a favor I am of the work, from the perspective of their families, I can not abandon it, and now doing TV Almost all belong to the physical state of overdraft, my work is the completion of our work only after I could do it, so the patients can only be interviewed in the evening or weekend. Besides, I was a recurrence of a vulnerable patients. Some time ago I feel particularly bad, to review, the white blood cell count dropped to 310 and the (normal should be between 4000-9000). My friends advised me: Ye Danyang, You Zhaodian your child, if you have a bad day, you are sorry your son……


China today: It is not very regretted their choice »


Ye Danyang: sometimes contradictory. Very often think, even if not, let them fend for themselves as the idea, I immediately do not ask me what it was. I dare not say how strong sense of social responsibility, but I Fang Buxia this matter, it will always in his heart, like孕育their own children, you can not not allow him to it, so that the particular difficulty.


There are other factors difficult, because the media continually reported that someone said to me: you are not of the Danyang show, not a disease you have to, also has its own Nongcheng celebrities. These are all I need to face, and sometimes really want to give up, but I think the significance of this matter, that must do so, I must convince myself, I can convince myself, because I have experienced is a life and death, fame and fortune I really do not in terms of importance, but it is undeniable that, to cross it, we need power. This in the past, I can not do, now held, it may also be ill after a change it.


China today: contact those at risk of losing their life with you as sick people, you will have what kind of impact »

Ye Danyang: Every time I interviewed End can not pull out from that scenario, because they face a very helpless, you can not help her, so when the time will be particularly sad. The fragility of life, the life of insignificance, than you imagine but also strong, so you really helpless. Sometimes after an interview that the blocking of the chest, a few days relief but also to Jiner. To do this matter of fact, quite boil.


I contacted a number of patients with breast cancer, there have to leave this world, and I certainly would want to, so I will also » Therefore, this matter I am not doing a long time, I think I used to do 35 hours. I would not put it as a life-long career, but I recently was an important goal and plans.

China today: What makes you stick down »

Ye Danyang: One thing I am determined to do so: my son classmate's mother called me and said she saw one of my colleagues in the film, the next day to do the inspection, the results of the investigation is suffering from breast cancer by , Is being treated. I listened to this matter, I think, this person speaking, may be found again in the evening will be her fate. Because I saw the publicity, at least it cured increased the probability that my work is successful, some people will benefit from this, that this matter must still do. Not an exaggeration to say that I think China is now no person than I am doing this matter more convenient, because we all know that I am doing this matter, many people can not give too much concrete help, but you will at least help facilitate momentum , In the spirit of support, so this is why I insist on.

I do not know that they can truly achieve the last of my three wishes, anyway I can do to what extent to what extent do. Can not do when Xieyi Xie, I then resumed done.

China today: Do you believe that the prevention of breast cancer is not just women's issues »

Ye Danyang: I have said on many people doing so, we must be aware of the importance of the prevention of breast cancer, women need to know not only that men should also know that every 100 breast cancer will have a male, and every man will and A woman, this man may not have daughters, but there may be a wife, the wife may not, but certainly has the mother, if you have to love them, you're obliged to remind them, in the annual one time, we must To go to the hospital to do a breast examination of the disease, once found on the treatment immediately, otherwise it will turn into cancer. This is very easy to do one thing, other than a gift, reminded the more meaningful. Therefore, I feel that this matter is not only women's issues, but also men of things, this society is constituted by women and men, so it can speak of social matters.

I think the doctors are medical treatment, medical treatment outside of these people is to complete the work. Appeal to the whole society to attach importance to this matter, it is the responsibility of the media, these people should do this work